2 days after

Rushed to Kelly and JT's church after vocals. Impacted me, but I shall talk about this some other time. Went to town (: Jia xin kelly Jt and I (: All went crazy at the food fest. Ate alot of nice small snacks! Love kimchi (: Love the icecream too. Decided to eat alcoholic icecream for the first time. Didnt really like it in the past but I felt like trying something new today so ya. Nice. The bitterness of "Orange Bitter Choc" lingered in my mouth and reminded me of my pain. And I continued to eat more of it.

Cam-whored. Love the photos haha. Xuan joined us and we continued taking photos. Mud shots + jump shots in Orchard. It was fun. Our colours were nice too. (: Went to Far East and poor JT had to accompany 4 girls to shop though he was really tired. He fell asleep while waiting for us! Poor thing. Shopping was fun, though I didnt buy anything. Xuan, please stop being so ah ma. Your dress is nice (: Do wear it often.

Didnt want to part with them. Luckily Jxin and kelly took bus 5 with me or i would have died on the journey home. Talked alot. At least being with them eases the pain a little, cause they understand. I feel so bad shutting my friends out. Sorry people! It just hurts to tell others that we have lost and we're not in the finals, though our team worked so hard and we freaking deserve a place in the top 4. Someone please tear up the oracle calender.

Came home and read all the blogs. It's sad but encouraging to know that the juniors are so fired up and so keen to train hard for next year's season. They still have a 2nd chance. Wu yue and Wei's blog made me cry. Hard. I no longer can tell my mum I have training and that I'll be home late. No longer can I train with the team that I've come to love and treasure. No longer can I hate suicides or say "sorry Yan, i forgot to bring the black shirt". No more water parades. I can no longer unpack my bag and hear my mum complain about my stinky clothes. I bought this super nice green face towel from Aussino meaning to use it for trainings and matches to see it folded and placed nicely on my bed only today. Will the pain ever go away?

From wu yue: i will get over it.but i will not forget.
From Wei: deep inside, the pain still lives,and will continue to live in me.
From mich: you'll take quite long to get used to having no trgs. you'll always love fb, always
From mattho:
one good way, probably to help in 'getting over it' is to work together, to strive for good results as a team to show your juniors how bonded you all are, and that you all do everything together, which floorball has brought you this friendship. strive for one thing that will help you glorify your floorball team in it (:
From dennis: you should be proud of yourselves because we know we are proud of you =) we will fight on and win for you
From Stella: VJC, THIS IS THE GAME. (:

I love my floorball stick, seeing how it has accompanied me on my 2 year journey as a member of VJ floorball team. Love you, lollipop. +_+

Love VJ floorball team 08